Category: technology

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Noise

I’ve been reading the Minutes to Midnight blog for a year or two now.

Simone recently wrote an article called Noise. Then he wrote More About Noise. As you’ll see in the 2nd article, this topic seems to have struck a chord with a lot of people. I was one of those who emailed him about the first article.

More and more I find myself affected by noise of all sorts. So many things want my attention, and I only have so much I can healthily give. Only so much that I want to give. And yet the world and the internet often feel like a parasite attached to my frontal lobe, drawing out my attention — my focus – faster than it can be replenished.

It’s an addiction. Plain and simple.

I often joke that people are terrified of being alone only their own thoughts. But honestly it’s not a joke. It’s the truth. With the smartphone you can be connected all – the – fucking – time to the Beast. You think you are getting something, but you’re not. You are giving something.  Something that is limited in quantity and precious beyond compare. Your time and attention. Maybe your sanity too.

I had hoped by now to have a plan of action for 2026 for really altering my tech ownership and use. Simplification. Intention. Awareness. As I just wrote those three words I realized that maybe that is my plan. My ongoing plan. Evaluating what devices I use, and what is on them. Evaluating what digital services I use. Evaluating the software I use. Evaluating where and how I store my own data. Do I continue using the “cloud”? Is that really needed? How much of it is noise? Probably a lot.

There’s a lot to think about.

A few years ago I read a number of books about Zen. I have never really “practiced”, though I feel like aikido shares some principles with Zen practice. Maybe that’s why Zen really spoke to me. I read about Zazen, the practice of the Zen form of meditation without a goal. No “success”. You just sit there quietly, staring at a blank wall, and let your thoughts pass through your mind without really doing anything with them. My understanding is that you learn that thoughts are “just what your brain makes”, and it can make a lot of them. You observe them. You don’t act on them. You just let them happen. It seems like what you come to find is that most of them are, in fact, noise.

We already have enough noise in our heads already, generated by our own brains. We don’t need to add the noise of everyone else’s brain to that bedlam.

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Tech Stuff

iCloud vs Google Stuff

I’ve been using iCloud more and more the last couple of weeks. I’m pretty addicted to Google Drive and Docs, but for most likely completely ridiculous reasons I consider Google to be worse than Apple in the “doing evil in the world” department. Both are big evil corporations. I get that. For whatever reason I feel like Apple is “the evil I can live with.”

Using Notes and even Pages from iCloud works really well. The challenge is that so many people are on the Google platform while relatively few are on iCloud. That makes it harder to share documents with, for instance, podcasting partners.

Hardware

I’m sitting at the car dealership writing this post on my very nice Asus C34 Flip Chromebook. It really wasn’t much less expensive than a MacBook Air. I’m kinda determined not purchase any new computers for the next year. The Chromebook honestly gets the job done, and I can use iCloud from it no problem.

It just occurred to me that what I’m actually struggling with is consumerism…read on…

So, I LOOOOVE my iPad Mini. A couple of weeks ago, for the first time, I plugged my Apple Keyboard (that I normally use with my MacBook Pro in my home “office) into the iPad and tested it doing some writing. It was actually a really nice experience. The iPad just makes everything look great, and the keyboard worked so well with it. So I’ve been shopping for wireless keyboard/mouse combos for the iPAd. But here’s the thing…that’s dumb for me. A laptop (like this Chromebook) is much better for on-the-go writing. Having a keyboard like that just for my iPad would be a waste of money even while it might scratch my consumerist/materialist itch.

It’s weird the things we (I) attach value to. Do I get more personal gratification from working with what I have, or from buying flashy new stuff and being the guy with all the cool stuff? I’m not really sure. This is what happens when someone has disposable income. Yes? Yes.

Also on the hardware front…my $5000 ridiculously maxed-out late 2019 MacBook Pro has been declared by Apple to be obsolete, as they will no longer support machines with the old Intel chips going forward. A couple of months ago I stupidly “upgraded” to MacOS Tahoe and my computer immediately starting having problems with things like charging, waking up properly, etc. Power management issues. There were some other odd behaviors too. So over the last two weeks I 1)downgraded back to Catalina, the OS it came with, and 2)upgraded back up to Sonoma, which is 2 OSs behind Tahoe. It seems to be working well again. We’ll see. I and a bit skeptical, as there is still one thing it is doing that seems wrong. Will have have to re-downgrade to Catalina and leave it there? Maybe.

I bought this machine when it was clear I would be working at home during the pandemic and I needed a badass machine for video/audio work. It was the right decision at the time, but I’ll never spend that much on a computer again. In a little more than a year I hope to be retired, and I will not need a powerhouse machine for work.

Also – just to let y’all know – Tahoe is stupid. Most new OSs are stupid. Bloated, stupid, useless things — like Trump. No one needs the UI to be animated. No one needs fucking AI built into their shit. All this has me seriously taking another look at Linux, which of course I’ll abandon after expending some energy fretting about it.

Speaking of AI

I still see no valid use for AI outside of extremely technical uses, like medical research or something like that. Using AI to edit one’s writing is simply weak. Using it to “brainstorm” ideas for anything is weak – use your own brain. I understand that the genie is out of the bottle with regard to this, that the Tech Bros have already managed to infect the educational systems with this rubbish, but that won’t stop me from hating it. I have become that guy. I have a friend who is very into AI art. He’s a trained artist and has a degree in digital art. I understand why he finds this all fascinating. I just don’t think it is needed. Give me a shitty hand-drawn picture with heart any day.

This blog

October 6, 2026 will be the 2oth anniversary of this blog. Honestly, I am kinda tired of WordPress. I’m tired of the theme(s) I’ve been using for many years, but all the new themes available are…shit. And I don’t feel like creating my own theme. That’s not how I want to spend my time right now. The advantages of WordPress are…

  • I can log in from any computer and work on this blog, and publish
  • Since WordPress installation runs on my virtual server space on dreamhost, it is independent of any other hosting company. I like that. I have access to everything, and that means I have real control of my stuff.
  • It works

The downsides of WordPress…

  • The theme suck, and they are really hard to change. They are much more complex than they were 20 years ago. This one I’m using is one of about three that look like blogs and not like catalogs.
  • Since WP is based on PHP and MySQL it isn’t simple to move to another host, should I wish to do so. YES – I could. I am technically adept enough to do it. But still it is nice to just drag and drop static files.

At this point, the advantages outweigh the disadvantages. I’ll keep with it.

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Banning the TikToks…

This article from starbreaker.org came across my radar today. It expresses what I think about the TikTok ban pretty completely. Now it looks like Trumpistan may try turn it into some form of state media. How fitting.

I’ve never used TikTok. As soon as someone showed it to me and I saw videos of teenagers dancing I formed a negative opinion of it, because I can be a dick that way.

The  ability to create your own website is what democratizes the internet. The ability to run your own email list, using your own software democratizes it, just like owning your own data and creative output that you can move around and shield from AI thieves (as best you can) democratizes the web.

What would REALLY democratize it would be the ability to fully and completely OWN your own domain name, rather than renting it. But that’s how it works.

I’ve read opinions that having your own site should be easier. I don’t really believe this. It is already just so easy. It’s easier than it’s ever been. What is missing is the awareness in the general population that it’s possible. Awareness and desire. Not everyone wants to have a website. They just want to share stuff. The Fediverse answers that need quite well, but it requires a tiny amount of effort to understand. Tiny. Frankly the ability to text a group of friends and include an image or short video pretty much covers the sharing part as well.

But there is nothing like having your own domain name and website. Or even just a page. Hosted on space that YOU rent or own. Nice and portable. Make yours site such that if one host closes are begins to suck you can just move it. Easy.

Problem solved. You’re welcome, America.

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The Beauty of the Hyperlink

As I delve further into the movement back to personal webpages and blogs as the basis for the real internet, one thing that has become very clear is that you must use hyperlinks whenever you can!

The beauty of the web, and really its original intention, was the linking of one document to others, creating – GASP – a web of information and links!

It honestly feels absurd to be explaining this, even if hardly anyone is reading. This is such basic knowledge, but I’m sure that if you ask almost anyone who wasn’t in tech back at the beginning, a serious computer hobbyist, or a librarian, they won’t know why it’s called the World Wide Web.

Social media at best barely permits good linking habits, and at worst makes it impossible, since the owners of the silos don’t want you to leave. To them it is critically important that you stay on their site. This fact has gone a long way toward ruining the internet, but not quite! The old internet is still there, the old ways are easier than ever to learn and do.

Anyway, on this blog, when not simply composing some irrational screed, I try to hyperlink to relevant pages. I tend to link to Wikipedia a lot. When I heard that Musk apparently said bad things or some other shit about Wikipedia the other day I donated for the first time. Hey, I’m a reference librarian approaching my 30th year in the profession so I understand the limitations and problems of Wikipedia, but it’s pretty useful if you are just needing info on the first Godzilla movie you ever saw or something.

Here’s the thing. It isn’t a web if there are no connections. Linking to other interesting sites, pages, or whatever is what makes the World Wide Web a web. So LINK!!!!!!