Author: Lord Bob

Aikido, Covid, Cons, Etc

As a follow-up to the Covid post, I am supposed to participate in an Aikido seminar in 3 weekends. I question whether I will really be up to it. In Aikido, once you are of the “dan” ranks (black belts) you are expected to attend two seminars per year. This is a big thing in the art. You go somewhere, usually another dojo, and a high-ranking teacher from somewhere else leads class for a weekend. Usually it is a full day of practice on Saturday and then Sunday morning. It is exhausting but fun. It is important to expose yourself to other ideas in the art, as well as create and maintain relationships as part of the greater Aikido community.

The last few years there have been very few seminars, due mostly to dojo closings resulting from the pandemic.

Anyway, I honestly don’t know if I will have enough fuel in the tank to do this. It seems like a lot of time, but it will be here before I know it. Right now I am about 55% well. I did not have any of the drastic respiratory problems that can come with Covid, but the fatigue is real. I’d say the same if I was recovering from the flu.

I had been feeling almost…normal…about going to events. For example, gaming conventions. Cons are well known as great places to get sick. I have a badge for the next North Texas RPG Con. Now I am rethinking whether I even want to go. I will have lost a week of health and fun activity do this particular illness. I don’t know that I really want to roll the dice a gaming con. Or, if I go to this Aikido seminar, what am I likely to pick up there? Flu? Some other Covid variant? Who knows.

Now, I can’t live my life in fear of getting sick. I understand that. But it is something to consider.

Covid

Well, after all this time we finally ended up with Covid.

I was going to write a lost about it, but honestly I just don’t really care right now. I just want to get well, and for my wife to get well, and move forward. Fuck this shit.

 

Punk Ethos and Blogging +

Note: I originally drafted this post months ago. I went in this morning, did some edits, and hit publish.

On  my micro.blog site I posted this while back.

I’ve been having this conversation with @grubz today, in a comment thread on this post he made a while back, in which he said that having your own blog feels so punk rock.

I agree. Fediverse/Indieweb is indeed the punkest thing happening on the internet now. I realize now that is why I’m so drawn to it.

The quote I was thinking about from Ian MacKaye was from a talk he did a the Library of Congress. From my notes from a library conference presentation proposal I never finished…

On the Definition of Punk – Ian MacKaye, at Library of Congress…

People ask me: ‘What is punk? How do you define punk?’ Here’s how I define punk: It’s a free space. It could be called jazz. It could be called hip-hop. It could be called blues, or rock, or beat. It could be called techno. It’s just a new idea. For me, it was punk rock. That was my entrance to this idea of the new ideas being able to be presented in an environment that wasn’t being dictated by a profit motive.

Ian goes on to discuss this a bit more. Here is the full video. It is worth your time to watch or listen to.

As we move into a possibly (probably) dark time in our country’s history, and as libraries are under attack by the Forces of the Stupid, I feel compelled to explore this line of thought again. The Public Library as an Intellectual Free Space.

Recent events happening in the ongoing enshittification of social media (and nearly everything else) have brought this interview with Ian to the top of my mind. I’ve been doing this blog since 2006. I actually had a blog before that as well. I’ve been creating websites about my personal interests since 1994. But not until now have I really considered just how punk rock the “small web” is. It is part of that free space that Ian describes.

Note: the rest of this post is what I added this morning. 

My friend The Czarbar and I have been talking about this stuff almost constantly for the last year, as we  attempted to move a 200-person skateboarding group away from Facebook. The effort, as I edit this post now months after I originally drafted it, has largely failed. The core group and a few others have joined us on Discord. Facebook (predictably) fucked us over by reopening the group after The Czarbar shut it down. This complete disregard on the part of Meta for the wishes of the original creators of the FB group is clear evidence 1)that we did the right thing by leaving FB, 2)that when you put shit on a Meta site it becomes THEIRS. Not yours. and 3) Meta and other big social media and “content” companies are scum and along with the purveyors of AI should be eradicated like the digital (and actual) vermin they are (I added this one because I wanted three reasons, and because it felt good).

Not surprisingly, the reopening of the group did not demonstrate to the folks who jumped right back on that FB is shit. They just breathed a sigh of relief and continued posting shit.

Back to the top of this post….

I will, however, amend my statement above about the punkest thing on the internet right now. It isn’t Fediverse. Fediverse is useful, and it’s much better than the social media silos, but

The punkest thing (and for those who don’t care about being punk, the BEST thing) on the Internet has always been and always will be personal websites and blogs, written by individuals, to express themselves for zero payback beyond the experience of blogging. 

Personal sites and blogs, connected to you via RSS feeds, with relatively secure commenting features, and without connections to big social media, are the answer.

Own your online presence. Get a domain name. Own your data. Make it portable.

That is all.